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Just Like Me.
If you were to ask me
why I had to leave
I might answer
it was for relief
I might tell you
a number of lies
and hope that you
wouldn't realize
that I just wanna
see you cry
I wanna see
your stone heart break
want you to bleed
want you to ache
want your heart to break
like you broke mine
so many times
I wanna see you
on your knees
want you to beg
want you to plead
just like me
just like me
No I would never
take it out on you
would never walk away
just to see what you'd do
but as long as we're at it
I might as well say
yes, I mean to put your heart
and soul to the test
yes, I mean to make you
give me your very best
give me your best
I wanna see your
stone heart break
like you broke mine
so many times
want it to break
want you to bleed
wanna see you
on your knees
want you to beg
want you to plead
want you to ache
want you to bleed
just like me
just like me
just like me
just like me
I wanna see your
stone heart break
like you broke mine
so many times
want it to break
want you to bleed
wann
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Literature
If I Could Play.
If I could play
just a little bit better
baby you might know
my little game
it's not the kind
that just leads to trouble
and the ends and the means
are just the same
but your shadow darkens my soul
your oversight is taking its toll
if I could tell you
just a little bit clearer
you might see
what's on my mind
what I say
is your disappointment
and my words are
leaving me behind
but your shadow darkens my soul
your oversight is taking its toll
if I could play
just a little bit better
you might know
my little game
it's not the kind
that just leads to trouble
and the ends and the means
are just the same
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Literature
Dizzy Dance.
A girl does a dance and gets dizzy and falls down.
She stands up and then she falls down again.  She
stands up and she crashes into her bookcase, all
the books fall out.  She runs to the bathroom
to slowly vomit pink legos while her boyfriend
watches.  The next day she gets sad and eats
mushrooms and regrets it immediately.  All night
she writhes like a worm on the couch.  Her friends
call an ambulance.  She calls her mother,
but she doesn't answer.
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Literature
If You Were Here Now.
If you were here now,
I'd hold your hand,
tell you there, there,
I understand. I'd grip
your giving heart, and say,
let's go.  A better life
awaits us somewhere out there,
you know.
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Literature
If Only.
If only I could smash a mirror
as big as me every day.  If only
I could find a way to break into
a house, axe every door, piss on the floor,
destroy every delicate thing in it,
then light it up and burn it down.
If only I could break your legs and hands
shoot you in the face with rubber bands.
If only I could break your little dreams
and kick your smile right into the street.
If only I could kill a little animal,
cut it open, cut it off, and play a game
with it's bones.  If only I had a haunted
house to tear down, one that I called home.
If only I had your grave to spit on;
I'd go there and stare at the water
and the bridge, and I'd read something
you wrote, I'd say things that I never
told you, like how you ruined my life.
If only I could be an angry pitbull,
and write you a letter saying you are
going straight to hell, you killed
your own daughter, you are a witch,
and I take pride in the fact that
you will never see me again.  If only
I had a time machine, I'd go back and
do a lot d
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Literature
My Metronome.
You take the razorblade away from me
you kiss the scars I gave myself
as if they still bleed
You take my hands into yours
so they can't hurt me anymore
you're the one who set me free
And I don't know how
you put up with me
I don't know how
you put up with me
I don't know if we'll
ever see the girl
that I so long to be
Tell me why you want me to stay
I'll let you know if I wanna go
maybe you'll come with me someday
maybe you'll come with me someday
And I don't know how
you put up with me
I don't know how
you put up with me
I don't know if we'll
ever see the girl
that I so long to be
I know it's scary
like lightning
I know my mind
is frightening
I've lived in this blackhole
for 22 years
but I know that you love me
cuz you call me your bunny every day
so I'll pack these fears away
somewhere safe
and I'll release
these toxic tears
with grace
and I'll stay
in the only place
I call my home
that's your heart,
my metronome
I don't know how
you put up with me
I don't know how
you put up with me
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Hey all,

There's a little chapbook I made called "Bubblegum Chaos."  It appears in a book called "The Chapbook" which is a compilation of a few people's different chapbooks.  It is available on Amazon for about 16 bucks.  Buy it if this excites you.  If you are poor like me, you may want to hold off until I come out with my first book of poetry sometime this year.  It will be published through Otis Nebula www.otisnebula.com/otisnebula/…

Here is the Amazon link: www.amazon.com/Chapbook-1/dp/1…



Well.  Sorry for the lack of postings lately.  I have been exploring the depths of my soul, but I promise I will come back sometime.  Love you all. ♥

Oh, and I updated this publication list at the bottom.  Added a couple at the end.  Check it out if you care.

ALSO I JUST MADE A FACEBOOK PAGE FOR MUSICIAN SELF!  PLEASE LIKE ME! Like me! www.facebook.com/pages/Drea-Ka…















Got published @ TBJY www.thebluejewyorker.com/

Also got published here at Machete Moonlight: machetemoonlight.com/ with some flash fiction & some poetry.

Also, Cave Scribbles published me: cavescribbles.com/

Also ZONE published me: zonefornone.blogspot.com/2011/…

Also, Lit Up Magazine published some stuff: litupmagazine.wordpress.com/20…

Also, Otoliths published meee: the-otolith.blogspot.com/2011/…

Also, these guys at Blue & Yellow Dog: blueyellowdog.weebly.com/dj-ka…

Also, The Junk Lot Poetry Review: thejunklot.blogspot.com/2011/0…

And, Otis Nebula, who in about a year wants to publish a book of my poetry: www.otisnebula.com/otisnebula/…

Also, Horror Sleaze Trash published me, thanks Ben!: www.horrorsleazetrash.com/poet…

Also, Outside Writer's Collective and Press published me: www.outsiderwriters.org/archiv…

Also, amphibi.us: amphibi.us/all/pornography-int…

Also, Borderline: borderlinepoetry.info/post/742…

Also, Haggard & Halloo: www.haggardandhalloo.com/2011/…

Also, MediaVirus Magazine published me here: mediavirusmagazine.wordpress.c…

Also, Full of Crow published me: www.fullofcrow.com/poetry/arch…

Also, Burner Magazine published me here: burnermag.com/

Also, Barehands Poetry published me here: barehandsissuefive.tumblr.com/…
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  • Reading: myself.
  • Watching: myself.
  • Playing: with myself.
  • Eating: myself.
  • Drinking: myself.

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ThatWickedDetective Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you're still around, you and your gallery are gorgeous. Your MM profile is amazing, I love the photo with the bananas ;-)
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tomorrow78 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Stay the way you are!
👍👍
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MightyRaptor Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Whats your favorite animal of all time?
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duggiehoo Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015
MenInASuitcase Blower fella (Party) Sini Birthday
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Self-Intoxication Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015
Awwwwwwwwwwww thank you duggiehoo!!! You so sweet.
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G-FLIP Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
Thanx Again! for your interest in my work & adding me to your Favourites /Feature/Watch...

Most Appreciated!...G
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Self-Intoxication Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015
U da shit
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G-FLIP Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014
Thanx Much! for your interest in my work & adding me to your Favourites...

Wishing "All the Best"...G
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ohsostarryeyed Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014
i miss you :heart:
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Self-Intoxication Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014
I miss you too! I miss being on this site, but my focus has just been on music for the last few years. I do post shit on my facebook page 
😁
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